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I haven’t felt like doing a thing today (or for the last few days). The only thing I accomplished today was getting the groceries. I am a little miffed at my husband. He has made plans for us for after church tomorrow, and I just don’t want to do them. He won’t make the effort of getting involved with any small groups with our church, but he sees no problem with going to things at a co-workers church’s small group. Don’t get me wrong I like this couple, but I just feel it isn’t right that we do this, when we don’t make the effort of getting involved at our own church.
He also wants to go the this drag race in Indiana next weekend. I don’t really want to go. It will be a waste of money, and with the gas prices, I feel we should distibute the $$ elsewhere. So when I voiced my concern, he gets all pissy with me, and hasn’t really talked with me much today. So hence my moodiness. I feel like I am walking on eggshells around him.
My stress level is all over the place as well. Things are turning around like I thought they would with the 3 weeks that I had no income coming in at the end of June and July. I thought I would have us back on track by now, but things are still spirialing downward still. He keeps looking at houses, which is ok, but ones that I know we can’t afford and in areas I don’t want to move to. For the main reason that I will loose my daycare, and starting over in a new area will be lots of work. Then he procastinates with our house, but still wants to get it on the market and sold this year… um, hello. You need to get moving then. Did he do much today, no. He was going to go to work for a bit this morning, but decided last night not to, so he could work on the house. Hmph, he didn’t even get up until almost noon. Must be nice, just once I would love to sleep in!
He was suppose to get my cable hooked up so we could switch over our internet provider, but he keeps putting it off. I have all the stuff, just need for him to drill a hole for me. Heck, I am just about ready to move the desk into the livingroom where I know I can hook up the net. If I could manage the drill I might just do it myself, but I don’t know if I can do it.
Then the kicker… I took Trent up to get a movie at the video store. I get hit with a late charge… my hubby forgot to bring back movies last week for 3 days, but didn’t mention it to me… 3 movies, 3 days late… I just want to go to bed and stay there until Monday morning when the kiddos start showing up!
That’s it for tonight, I am going to bed. Hopefully tomorrow morning I will be in a better mood.
